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In my lil head...
I remember when I was dating this guy he would always tell me how emotional I was...He always told me I thought to much...For the longest time, I honestly thought something was really wrong with me. From then on I was self-obsessed about not being "emotional" and "thinking too much." As hard as I would try, to just brush things off, or not have any type of feelings...I couldn't, just isn't in my nature.
I've always thought way too much...felt deeply about things most wouldn't even care about. Maybe this is a flaw in my genetic code...who fucking knows. Thinking and feeling too much can def. be something negative...but at the same time...maybe it's a gift. I get so confused...
No one ever explained to me that it was OKAY to be this way...I've always been told it was wrong...something must really be wrong with you.
I never really understood words, sentences or language very well...I can't really explain it, but when people talk to me the sounds translates into images....I think I told a friend once and she looked at me as if I was crazy...probably am just a lil...=)
As self-obsessed as I am... I tend to think about a lot of random things...ie...time, perception, social constructs, color, shapes, symbols,...blah blah blah...
OK....I think I'm back to reality...haha...kinda got stuck in my thoughts again.
xoxoxokatt
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